Aspire to Believing

Peter Rollins writes,

So the question remains… as a Christian, do I believe in God? Well, while I am drawn to the idea that there is a Supreme Being I must confess that I don’t believe in God, at least most of the time.

But if you ask me whether I aspire to believing in God then, with all of my being I say yes, yes and again yes… (from blog post:  One day I hope to believe in God)

What do you make of this confession by Peter Rollins?  Does “belief” matter?  How would your day be different today if you were to believe in God?  How would it be if you were to aspire to believe?